I am merely another human being. I make mistakes, I covet, I judge, I lie, I forget, I steal, I cheat... My life is like any other person's life, it isn't perfect. Of course, there are many people that have better lives than I, but there are significantly more people with worse lives by far. So unlike many human beings, I am thankful. I am thankful for my friends, for my family (although it may not seem that way), I am thankful for everything that I do have, that many others don't. I have many good friends, that I may take for granted sometimes, but I love and appreciate them. They are human too, and I understand that they too make mistakes. They take me for granted. I would do anything for them. I would kill for them (of course I may just kill anyways). I would get a sex change and then cut off my penis for them. I would forgive them for anything. Because I love them, I would never throw them out. I would never cheat them. I would never. They are my everything. They are the only reason I walk this earth. However, I am not good enough for any of them. I am merely another human being. Another worthless empty shell. Another delusional freak of nature. Another split-personality who wants nothing more than a person who will be there for them no matter what. Despite my pains, I push forward, for everyone. Because I love them.
I don't talk much, but I always have something to say. I have an opinion for just about everything. However, my opinions don't really matter. Everyone has opinions. Everyone would much rather listen to their own. Unless of course they have none. Selfless people surround me, everywhere I go. I ignore them, because without a personality you are hardly human at all. I pity them but I know there is nothing I can do to help. I try not to push people into believing what I believe. Of course, I make that mistake sometimes, but I am merely another human being. Everyone's opinion matters, but not always to me. If your opinion is complete nonsense then of course I wont say "Nice" or whatever. I am generally very accepting though. I strive to be an accepting person.
My life revolves around music. Everything, music. I can pretty much handle anything (music wise). My taste ranges from Black Metal to Jazz. However, I can't stand R&B, Hip Hop, or most Rap. I can stand country, I don't like it, but I can stand it. I can stand bluegrass (for a little while), but I absolutely hate it. I usually listen to Metal and Reggae. Odd mix, I know. But thats me, little miss split-personality.
I am a vegetarian (although I'm obsessed with gore O.o). However, I still eat fish and poultry. So technically I'm a semi-vegetarian. But whatever. I have strong beliefs about animal cruelty and vegetarianism and what-not, and I get teased all the time. But I know that I'm doing something good for everything, something extremely easy. So I continue to leave red-meat off my menu. I have been a vegetarian for a little over a year now, and I plan to keep it that way until death. Tease me all you want, I am happy with my decision.
I am an easy person to get along with if you're not completely bias against me. I wear alot of black. I say a lot of things that will creep you out (fuck, I even creep myself out). I always think theres something wrong with me and that I'm somehow not normal, but thats something everyone does right? I am very quiet. I am OBSESSED with Tim Burton, especially nmbc. I keep to myself most of the time. My past is... odd. I am bipolar. I am somewhat insane, but I am pretty fucking awesome once you know me. However, knowing me and my story will take work. Good Luck. If you want to know more, simply ask. And if I feel like it, I will give you an answer...